First week back in Klang

17th of May, yeap that's the day when I stepped out from my university life, the day when my student's life is officially called off. No more continuous flow of unfinishing assignments and projects, no more lazing hours and lazing days, no more carefree hanging out session without worrying lapse of time, no more innocent crapping and laughing sessions without worrying how tomorrow should come... responsibility of a student is offcially layed off here, and it's also the time to turning on a new leaf, marching towards the next level of my life.

It has been a series of tedious and uncertain interview sessions ever since I made my early trip back. Many thanks to the slightly better economy turn-out, things seem to look brighter than my last year's internship application period. At the very least, there is a path and direction for me to move forward.

There's a thought behind my mind.. Having my fingers crossed.. Hoping the best for my career path, and the same goes to my fellow coursemates, wishing the best for all of us in our job hunting outcomes. God bless~

Well anyway, before our real working life creeps in, let's say HELLOooOOOooOOOoo TO TAIWAN 1st!! Hope we'll have a safe, enjoyable and memorable trip!! Let's have a blast one for this and see you all around then!!

The update:
a1l1n's signing off to Taiwan from 25th May..
to... *XXX date*
XD

~xoxo~
a1l1n

Lurve.. Puppy Lurve

Infatuation discourages any real disagreements from taking place. Both the couples are on their best behavior during all the time t spend together. Anything that could cause a discrepancy to the idea of a perfect relationship is avoided. Everything is perfect, and no one wants to mess that up.

Love allows people to be who they really are. While arguments aren’t encouraged, they happen. Sometimes they happen a lot, especially in times of stress. Love is admitting that your partner has faults, and so do you, but that is okay. You have realistic expectations of each other. Love is accepting.

Infatuation can be equalized to Puppy love too. It differs from true love in the sense of emotional maturity and experience. Puppy love is more of a surface-level infatuation or unrequited crush, while true love is a deeper emotional desire to connect with another person on a number of levels. While an infatuation or puppy love could eventually evolve into true love as time goes on, but it often fades away as other romantic options emerge.

Just a random post~

~xoxo~
a1l1n

不是男朋友的男朋友

每个女生心里都有一个不是男朋友的男朋友
你们可能相爱过，你们也可能喜欢着彼此，
但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？
也 许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见 ，你们没有在一起。
也许为了自己的前程，她没有要你等她。

也许你们相遇太早，
还不懂得珍惜对方。

也许你们相遇太晚，
你们身边已经有了另一个人。

也 许你回头太迟，
对方已不再等待。

也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，
而迟迟无法跨出界线。

不过即使你们没在一起，
你们还是保持了朋友的关系。

但是你们心底清楚，
对这个人，你比朋友还多 了一份关心。

即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，
你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。

她有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，
心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望她追到。

她遇到困难时，
你 会尽你所能的帮她，
不会计较谁又欠了谁。

男女朋友吃醋了，
你会安抚他们说你和她只是朋友，
但你心中会有 那么一丝的不确定。

每个人这辈子，
心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，
很矛盾的行为。

一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，
但 久了，突然发现这样最好。

你宁愿这样关心她，
总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。

你宁愿做她的朋友，
彼 此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。

特别是这样，
你还是知道，
她永远会关心你的。

做不成男女朋友，
当她那个特别的朋友，
有什么不好呢？

你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？

很多的感情，
都因为一厢情愿，
最后连朋友都当不成了

常常觉得惋惜，
可惜一些 本来很好的友情

最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，
如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，
这也难怪有些人会因 此不肯踏出这一步。

因为这就像是一场赌注，
表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，
要不就连朋友都当不成了。

有 些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，
你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的......

关于爱情：
不要认为后面还有更好的，因为现在拥有就是最好的。
不要认为我还年轻，可以晚些结婚，爱情是不等年龄 的。
不要因为距离太远而放弃，爱情是可以和你一起坐火车的。
不要 因为对方不富裕而放弃，只要不是无能的人，勤劳可以让你们致富。
不要因为父母反对而放 弃，你会发现这个原因而放弃的爱情，将是你一生的悔恨。
其实，对于爱情，越单纯越幸福！一生只谈一次恋爱是最好的。经历的太多了， 会麻木，分离多了，会习惯，换恋人多了，会比较，到最后你会不再相信爱情，你会自暴自弃，你会 毫无生气，你会行尸走肉，你会与一个你不爱的人结婚，就这样过一辈子···

所以 牵好的手就不要轻易放开，说过的话就不要轻易收回，承诺过的人就不要轻易忘记···

有些人， 有些事，既然发生了。
就注定是你一生的回忆···

Copy paste this from a forwarded e-mail~ ^^

~xoxo~
a1l1n

Lesson

So today was the day that a1l1n learnt her worst lesson ever!!

So I've been f-king relaxing and easy going for these few days, in fact has been seriously doing nothing much at all after I got back from the semester break. And to the worst thing ever is!! I've even TOTALLY forgotten about the assignment that I supposed to pass up by today!! #$%^&*...

Sigh.. Still remembering last semester, a MAXIMUM of 5 sleeping hrs/d was almost my everyday routine; And now??? Gosssh.. am almost everyday having a MINIMUM of 8 sleeping hrs/d!! Yar yar.. if this condition continues, I know I'll be so damn screwed up in this final semester ==

Am telling myself starting from tomorrow, I shall start my working engine, and hope I'll seriously keep to my words this time == Anyway, before starting off my PC assignment, havta feed my empty stomach first ><

~ Hungry hungry.. Fried bihun with chilli belacan~

For tomorrow~~

GAMBATTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~xoxo~

a1l1n

今天又发生了一些很不愉快的事情
真的觉得自从去年开始
运气就像直“落”机似的
一直就那样衰着下去
真的很不愉快
一切都是损失为多
有时根本就觉得说“自己的存在是件最为浪费的事”=.=

唉 算了~
觉得或许这是他的指点吧
虽然很心疼
可是也很感谢他让我领悟到这一切
今天也应该算是个解脱了吧~
算是给那件事情画上个句点了
果真爱玲还是依旧那么的笨
永远都是那么的蠢蛋~
真是的 =.=
今天又这样给浪费了~

在电话簿看了一圈又一圈
发现到其实真正能诉说事情的朋友并不多
他们说朋友可以交上千千万万个
可是真心友就只需要那么一个就足够了
缘分这种东西真的还蛮玄的
你永远不知道你与谁`何时`或如何会成为知心友
你也永远不知道你与谁`何时`或如何会变得连普通朋友都不如
我很庆幸上天对我的照顾
让我拥有一些可能有些人一生中都在盼望着的友情
我真心珍惜我所拥有的一切

。。心里还是期望着。。

~今年还是会比去年好~

~xoxo~

a1l1n

Two Is Better Than One

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"

Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done

Two is better than one
Two is better than one

Everything that being remembered might not always mean a thing

Things that thought could be something might left with just nothing

When everything is said and done

All the maybe(s) might just left undone

Maybe two is better than one

There's so much time to figure it out

The best of my life?

Truthfully hoping that you "true"fully are the one

Complicated

Things gonna get real complicated!! No eyes see ><

*just feel like shouting out*
XD



~xoxo~
a1l1n

Confusion 一团糟 ＞＜

Sometimes I would just like to tell
Now is really just not the right time to mess with..

But would they ever listen to that?
How would I react to things then?

Perhaps I'm the one who start it all..
Rendering the situation to be at this stage

I got no idea how's thing gonna be
Shall I just let it be

Awaiting the compiling mess to grow bigger in times..
And crush us all ><

a1l1n ailing.. ><
*Aihz~~~~ I'm bad.. indeed I am*



~xoxo~
a1l1n

Test

"What the hell is actually happening in this semester break??!!"
*shouting out loud from the inside*

Lord..

I do appreciate every lil' test that Your Highness has put on the humble me..

But, sometimes I'm just wondering..

Seriously pondering..

Am a1l1n qualify enough to take it?

Family, Love, Career, Friends..

I've received quite a test on the 3 out of 4 stated on the above..

Should say quite a blow in all the three..

I know it will be quite an insight to me as time passes by..

But..

How many more to come?

No matter what, do bless me and grant me strength to get over all these

I'm still believing that after all these

Everything shall change to a better course

Life which is much better than every now and before

*Guess a1l1n should go pray pray d*



~xoxo~
a1l1n

Getaway

a1l1n should actually thank God for letting me to understand the whole drama

I understand

But facing it and taking it is just another story round for me

Name me Lame, Weak, Silly or Naive

a1l1n seriously just wish to getaway from all these memories

Runaway from this very land

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Struggling hard from the inside

God give me strength




~xoxo~
a1l1n

おれ.. ばか！＞＜"

Yaiks.. Sometimes a1l1n really feel am super dumb..

Like few people have ever said..
"Since when you're smart de leh?" =.=""

*Now I'm really wondering.. Speechless* ><"

Yaiks.. I do not wanna elaborate on how dumb or how naive I "was", but seriously it is absolutely baaaaa-ka ><"

LOLX! Anyway, to whoever who spotted this..

~WELCOME TO MY NEW BLOG~
=)

~xoxo~
a1l1n

Don't mess with My Love

This blog should be a brand new start on my very life journey,
but a1l1n have then decided to insert this as its very first post still..

Just wish to keep it as a reminder to myself..

"To never have faith nor trust on just anyone
that you thought you possibly could.."

There are still many unanswered queries swirling in my head,
which I might just simply never ever get to understand it..

Looking tough from the outside,
How wish I could just simply run away from this very land..

Deep inside,
a1l1n just wish she could be hurt no more..

~ new self, new life ~
~ Playing with cheap pluck glasses at Tesco, Bukit Tinggi XD ~

~xoxo~
a1l1n